Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Sorrow , Sadness and timidness

Well , Its been a little while since I wrote my first blog post here . I created this blog primarily for the purpose of the conference I was going to participate in . I was going to keep this a professional blog as well as a personal one , so I wrote it in English for it to be kind of international . I had planned to travel in italy , greece and turkey with my friend Zahra . I had planned every detail,reserved every hotel and booked every flight ( some non refundable ) . To my much disappointment my dreams were shattered about three weeks ago as Greece embassy assholes denied us of visas although we had presented every documents their requested . I dont like to talk about this topic nor I would like to go through the pain I experienced in the last couple of weeks.
The thing I want to talk about is being afraid to dream.Dreams shape our lives being the dream of getting rich , falling in love with beautiful person or travling europe . So what happens the hope and passion to reach these dreams is replaced by fear of losing . To avoid this disappointments one might loose all the ambition one needs to continue in this bitter , lonely and repeatetive life . Its really really painful . What happens if you are afraid to try ? well for one thing you dont get the satisfaction of going in front of the mirror saying : Damn it , I tried my best and put 100% effort in achieving my dream , I didnt loose anything . at least i tried.
Well, I say You my kill my dreams , you may prison my mind , you may take away my freedom but never ever you can stop me of being a dreamer. NEVER

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